Daidō Moriyama's 'Stray Dog' Looks At You

Stray Dog by Daidō Moriyama

As a dog you are dead

But as a look,

A spirit shine in the eye,

With what passes to humans 

As a wan smile

Cast back over a 

Trunk of uneven fur

You ask hard questions 

Of us for years to come.

Walking In

 

'Hostilities on Hold' 2021 by Jen Orpin

When you cycle, you are out in among it, observing, but you have speed on your side; you are in the thick of it for seconds. On the bus, you join a new colony for the journey, all looking out the window believing themselves safe from it. If you drive you may as well be in space, caged in your metal box. Walking is being out in it. You’ve no choice but to move through it and around it as it comes to you down the path.

Set out on Church Road. Almost autumnal morning. Still in my little shorts. Church Road is one of those that feels like a great artery in the city. Connects some distant land to something bigger. Others in the city, maybe Gloucester Road, Old Market (but it’s very small) The Hartcliffe Way, Whiteladies Road. You start somewhere and are taken away from it all.

I feel like a psychogeographer would love Church Road. A long road that goes through at least three distinct neighbourhoods; St George, Redfield, Lawrence Hill. A train line goes under it. An Aldi and a Lidl, a couple of small other big chain pop-in shops but then loads of local markets. The Bristol- Bath cycle path goes underneath it, secluded from the hustle and bustle. There’s an old fountain at the top adjoining an ancient and closed public loo.

There’s what I like to think of as ‘international stretches’- East European & Polish at the St. George end, and East African in Lawrence Hill, and paradoxically the Hell’s Angels last pub in Bristol by Lawrence Hill station. Sometimes they come in their droves up the road for a meet or whatever. Abandoned buildings throughout where the owners are holding out for more money on a sale. The only Miss Millies (famed Bristol chicken shop chain) in East Bristol. A self storage with a spitfire in the lobby. At the end is the great bowl of the Lawrence Hill roundabout, with its green slopes and clusters of trees and wilderness. The cider cans torn to shreds by the council mowers. In the dry summer a couple of years ago a bit of the long, dry grass caught alight.

Outside the Machine Mart by Lawrence Hill station a Northern Irish guy tells me he’s desperate and I say I don’t even have my wallet on me. He’s twice shown me a scar on his chest and said he’s just had surgery and is sleeping rough. A year apart. Another time in the same place a van was parked up and a massive dog leant out the passenger window barking and snarling and going mad at its reflection in the wing mirror.

Not long and I’ve hit Old Market. At the top end there’s a strong, nutty, woody smell outside the unopened Bulgarian grocery. A warm, inside smell. It strongly reminds me of Greece but I can’t place what or when or where. Graffiti by Long Bar reading ‘Louis got Oasis Tickets’. Is this the new ‘Yer da sells Avon’ now Avon are closing? As I walk through Castle Park I’m struck by the sight of huge fig tree growing out the wall by the river. There’s even fruit on it. I wonder if it has grown from some plant material dumped with a load of ship ballast.

Coming home later I think I’m taking a short cut through Broadmead but when I look at a map I realise it’s actually a longer route. A plethora of negative thoughts as the whirlwind strikes around me. Junkies can’t half move fast when they want to. The place is a dirgetown. Hamburger alley from start to finish. Somewhere for plagues to cut their teeth. I’d ask “why do we do this to places’ but I don’t think termites feel bad looking at the wood they intend to colonize. I had similar feelings as I passed through Torbay, Torquay and Paignton on a summer bank holiday. The fair grounds and tourists and madness. How a place can work on shitting on itself.

The next time I come through Castle Park instead which is more direct and as I come down a set of steps I find a fiver in among a smashed and trodden bouquet of cheap flowers.